gave me some words that remind him of me. I have to write what those words mean to me.

Quiet- I'm slightly surprised. Sometimes on dA I can be all gungho for alot of things, and get into arguments all over the place. But he's right. I'm probably one of the quietest guys in school, and at home. Unless I'm sitting with my friends(and even sometimes with them) I'm pretty much wall paper.
I remember once we had a free period and a group of us were joking around. I said something(don't remember what) and someone asked who said that. When I said it was me, he said he'd never heard me talk. lol Almost the same at home.

Bitter- Fair enough. I can be pretty bitter, sometimes. I'm sure it's because I'm a teenager, but I can get pretty angry with just about anything for no reason. (To Nicole: I am NOT manstrating!) But even then, I hate alot of things. And I've been known to be bitter towards other people. I can't stand it when my friends say, "Oh that's so conformist!" So what? Don't talk to me about conformist, you always go along with everyone else, until I back you into a corner about it. I think I figured out one of the biggest things I will hate forever till the end of time. (Besides the way they butchered Eragon as a movie) Ask meh if you dare!
I'm also bitter to myself, for lack of a better phrase. I loath myself for things that I should have accomplished, or what I percieve as basic skills that I can't do, which isn't a very good way to think.

Apathy- Very much so. But mainly that's how most of my friends are towards each other. I sort of agree. It can't be all that good to not give a total shit about stuff like animal cruelty and whatnot, but frankly, I'm not going to care. Besides most people who say they care, don't do a damn thing, which I detest.


Quick- After much thought I figured out how I would interpret this. I can be quick to speak my mind, which isn't a good habit all of the time. I jump to conclusions and answers that are flat out stupid. And sometimes, if I can't think of a decent way to respond, I'll say something like, "lol you said y'all" I have no idea why, but it makes me chuckle. Even though I'm southern.

Confusion- I am confused, and I cause it. I cause with my stupid, nonsensical answers. Those are really just to make me laugh, which isn't always good. And if someone insults me, I'll grin and agree, which, again, is just for me.(it freaks them out though) I am confused about many things. And I know that my confusion will never end. Like myself. Why don't I care about my friends, or grades, or anything for that matter? Why do I feel like a total idiot when I read someone's journal and think,"Holy shit, that's deep." I feel like I can't think deeply, and are therefore, inadequete. Which in some areas, I know I am, but I'm confused as to why I don't think I make such a connection. Like right now, I feel like I interpreted this wrong, but it's an opinion.

If you managed to get all the way through this journal, thanks for reading.

Ask if you want some words!

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